1 month 12 days

My world is filled with dates, meetings, appointments, deadlines and personal wants. Tomorrow is 1 month until my 30th birthday and damm I feel old. I'm tired, and it's more than just not getting enough sleep the past few days. My bones are tired, I feel burned out. My shoulders and back are killing me, my feet are either sweating or they ache or both. I'm constantly hot lately, I've gained almost 10 pounds and the pants I bought to fit my larger thighs no longer fit anymore, I have one pair of pants that fit me right now, a couple fit skin tight... but i'm not about to wear skin tight clothes to work! I have no idea what i'm wearing to work tomorrow... maybe my yoga pants! I just wish I could suck 2" of fat outta my thighs so all my pants will fit me again! Don't get me wrong, I don't mind having curves and whatnot, but when your thighs are ever expanding and you hate clothes shopping, it's not the best motivation. It's 12:32, my husband is home sleeping today, which he did all day yesterday (he got up at 6:30pm) he's supposed to do a lot of errands crap and I don't think he'll get a single one done. I can't do everything... I'm tired, so tired.